Since the sky's a bad dream-all mist and low ceilings-what started out
as an idea of eggs, slumped into the empty booth of a crowded Belmont diner:
the smoking section, sandwiched between too-young-to-know-better
and the constant-mistake. How to romanticize this vinyl and Formica
that's been so thoroughly commodified? Waif and waitress, the scattered
Mohawks of punk’s last stand, brokedown drag queens, over-caffeinated
undergrads all spelling their conversations out across fries, pies, the obligatory
steaming cup: those histories of philosophy, those faulted yearnings,
pledges of fidelity, privilege of skin and ignorance. Youth is syndicated,
is on five nights a week. Please, stop talking past each other. Love's
a broken record, kids. Love's a lucky break—a face you know.
Your ten thousand hearts will break tonight, and your hearts
are well rehearsed: practiced all month dropping glasses, vases,
bottles of blood-red wine, half empty. I wish it could have been different.
I thought we were so true, you know? Eyes so green they wrecked me.
Take it outside. The mercury is steady, the mist is wished for and easily forgets.